l went to bed that nite, and l tossed and turned, was very irritated by something, it was making me restless and very scattered brained..
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l awoke after just getting to sleep and went for a brisk walk, my husky was acting strange, and wanting to be very close to me, and we got home, he would not leave me alone, he wanted to sit on me, beside me, and was almost worried it seemed..
Then my cell rang, not once but l missed 5 calls from my mom... l had been outside playing with the dogs..
l came in to my phone playin funky music l new rite then, oh mom left a message, so l proceeded to return her call and my brother answered her phone, and l thought that was really odd, Tim should have been at work, well l knew rite then OH NO something has happened to my mom !!!
Then my brother could hardly speak , and the words that came out of his mouth , l dropped the phone went into instant shock ...
l was so upset, and all l could do was scream NOOOOO !!!!! and l got my self together, and got back on phone, and told my brother, l am on my way NOW...
l was 2200 miles away and had to move FAST.. l called my son's work One of 5 grandchildren and very close to his gramma, and he returned my call, l told him please come home now....
He came home, and l told him, oh boy it was the saddest moment l had , was telling my son his loving Gramma had passed away, l had to be strong, my son was very close to his Gramma and she loved them all Dearly, each one of them had her heart ... and was in her heart.
My mom was the most generous, kind, loving ,forgiving person l have ever met,
My mom was our Rock, She was always, always there,, no matter what.... good, bad, or sad... she gave us heck if we deserved it, and praised us when we did good. she always saw the positive side of things, and would Always say.... Oh Love Don't worry , everything will be ok....
Wow my son and l packed, got tickets, got puppy to kennel, and we were gone, the same evening, and we were so quiet on the way down.. My brother picked us up and it was a sad sad time, we went to her place to stay, my son and l..
l walked into her room and she had pictures of all her children and grand children all around her, and her puppy kodiac, my chow chow, she loved him so.
l cried so hard, when l saw the pictures of myself and my son , so close to her heart, as we were so far appart...
But yet so close in hearts.... l missed my mom, and work, life and crap got in my way, and l did not get down to see my mom for a few years, and l 'll tell you what.. NO MATTER what, how busy it gets, DON'T forget about seeing your mom !!! There will only be ONE MOM... l still everyday want to pick up the phone and tell her about my life, whats happening, and whos doing what and where , l miss chatting with her, l miss her wisdom , and l miss her.. I Love you Darling, she was the greatest...
l think of my mom every minute of the day, and wonder what if, only if, if l would have, l could have, l didn't l. But l know in my heart my mom forgave me, for not be able to get to her.
l had the chance and the money to do so.. and l did not.. that is killing me inside now. the quilt will eat you up. and you can;t let it...my mom is in a better place God took her very peacefully and she is now home, l must do good now, and be ready to tell my mom all we have done down here.. she will be waiting to hear all about it...we will have to answer to MOM... she is my Angel who watches over us.. now.. God Bless
My mom always worried about what l was doing , ( driving semi) working with Hazardous Goods, she new it was a stressful job...and the weather could turn pretty ugly out west here, but yet she always gave me her blessing. God Bless Her...
Mothers are a Gift From God. and we should cherish them, and love them no matter what. so please, if you have a mom out there, you have not spoken too for awhile, due to little things, stupid things,
TAKE the time to pick up the Phone and CALL YOUR MOM !!!
